SAT Subject Tests and Recent Obsessions

Hello There

kind people of the world!!

It's Lynn. SAT 2s are coming up and I legit don't know what to expect, I really need to step up my game hahaa. The thing is if I want to go to Australian schools, I think they mostly don't need to see your SAT 2s, or even APs. So I'm taking these tests for my applications to some U.S. Universities.

Lately, the weather has been so great and it's been putting me in a really good mood each morning to do shit and be really productive. Yes. I'm one of those people who are immensely affected by the weather, and absolutely hate it when it's gloomy(though there are days that are exceptional). Sunny days are the best in my opinion, even though I live on a tropical island and most people despise the hotness, I personally love it, just not the humidity as much. No one wants sticky skin ugh.

Today's a sunday in Taiwan and I did some online shopping recently and got some comfy sports wear, shorts, and plain tshirts. I love online shopping because it's basically like giving yourself a gift like oh wait what is this? someone got this for me? oh my god I love everything here. yeah cause you got it for yourself dumbass. HAHHA my point being, giving yourself gifts is great and necessary sometimes. treat yo self.

I recently also have been really into kindle books on amazon. I'm currently reading the starch solution in physical copy while reading dimily book 1 on kindle. I wish I had a legit kindle but no. I just have the free app. hella #blessed though.

guess that's it for my life update today,
peace out,
Lynn.


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Of Blurred Confusion and late night thoughts

When things collide, they fall apart. they clash and mix and pile up inside your gut as if they situated themselves in their new homes. ensconced within the headquarters of your mind so deeply rooted between your thoughts that you can't find a way to detach or unwrap yourself from it. from them. streams of consciousness turn into those things and those things turn into nightmares that were originally supposed to be dreams. and i cant. it's so suffocating. all i know is what i don't know. is what i can't. all i know is what other things can i? i can? i'm capable of? and comparisons. and slowly seep into this black hole of plain madness. madness. madness.

the future? the past? what have i done? what will i do? what will others do, what have others done. this sick mindset haunting my brains out. everyone seems to be going through it just fine. yet i know we all have the same insecurities, confusions, disappointments. it all differs in shapes forms and sizes and ways. what's fine may not be fine. what's ok may not be ok.

but what i know is you have to learnt to wrap yourself and your whole being and soul and heart and thoughts that aren't contaminated and congested by those things go. go. go. and breathe. and breathe. and continue. just turn the worst into a form of medication that feeds your better thoughts and allows them to grow, that makes life brighter. each step of the way. use those stepping stones and baby steps to get there. it won't be easy. but pay attention and indulge in the little things life grants that makes you feel the teeny bit better. that makes you feel a tad more alive. because believe it or not. one day, you'll get there. one day, we'll all get there.

Mind Dump

HEY Y'ALL :)

It's already the start of a new semester and third quarter. Winter Break passed so quickly, I felt like I was just at school yesterday. Never can get enough school though amiright.

Winter Break was the best and so relaxing, just wish it would be longer. One month was way too short. Chinese New Year got the best of me and I literally gained so much weight I don't even wanna think about. But, I want to lose it eventually and healthily. BUT ITS SO HARD. Everything tastes so good. I've been looking into the vegetarian and vegan lifestyles but some of my friends and my whole family is pretty against the idea. So, I'm not really sure anymore.

On the other hand, AP Biology and AP English Language is not as stressful as I imagined it to be, but it's still really quite a lot of work. I'm not making much sense am i haha. I mean this is a mind dump >:)  School just is so trivial but so important. Like you need to maintain decent grades to get into a decent and good college to get the skills you need for a job. But at the same time, it's kind of too emphasized in our culture. We need to get out and learn other life skills too. It is really important and education is key, but I just believe our world needs to get out to see the WORLD more. :)

That's it for today
Stay groovy,
Lynn

New Year's Eve 2015

Hello guyss! To wrap up 2015, I hung out with some of my friends and slept over. It was so so fun and definitely one of my favorite memories of 2015. I was so glad I went haha. First of all, we went to H&M to try on some tacky dresses which was originally supposed to be trolling but somehow, some of our classmates think it actually looks decent! :P

Then, we met up with the other people at the food court and got some simple dinner from different booths in the food court. Cindy and I shared some of our orders so in the end each of us only paid 70 nt which is like a little over two dollars. Later on, we were contemplating whether or not to get coldstone but we decided to just go watch the movie since we were already late.

We watched Star Wars and even though I never watched star wars before I thought it was extremely good. At first I was naturally, a bit confused. However, after a while the movie turned out to be pretty self explanatory and the ending scene totally got me. Later on, we went to Christine's house to just chill and eat and watch another movie called Our Times.

I kid you not guys, Our Times is the shit. Like, I didn't believe it when my friends were telling me over and over that it was amazingly good. It's a taiwanese produced and directed movie I think. Basically, I bawled my eyes out and the plot, music, acting, everything was oN PoiNTt.

After the movie was finished and I was recovering from my emotional rollercoaster, we watched the fireworks that play every year during new years at Taipei 101 and some people drank plum wine but I opted for water lol. Then, we all went outside to play with some fireworks thing and it was sooo pretty. but fricken cold.

We went back inside and played a bit of truth or truth(dares are too annoying) and then went upstairs and chilled some more. I don't know who decided or why we went down to eat more instant noodles at 2 in the morning, but we did. I would say I regret it but I don't really HAHaa. I probably should, one of my new year's resolutions is to eat better.

In the end, we all were so tired and we went up and talked for bit and basically just fell asleep and slept all the way till 8-9 the next day. Christine's parents were so nice and got us all Mcdonald's breakfast!!?!?! mcdees for first meal of 2016? YES Plszzz. That pretty much sums up my new year's eve. It was an amazing time <3

Lynn Avery

LIFE and all that stuff

Hello People :-) YOYOYO I've had a pretty productive day today and I think you have to set that mood in the morning to be honest. If you woke up and you're just thinking like, ohmygod, today's gonna be a shit day, then it's probably going to be. My dad once told me mindset and attitude is everything. Now, I've been living by that and trying to put my best effort in trying to brighten my day and influence the people around me. It's probably not that much of a deal but I just wanted to say it hahaha

Goals are honestly everything, hope and aspirations as well. As long as you have something you're striving to achieve and something you believe you can do and reach. Whether it be getting a new house, earning that scholarship, starting a youtube channel, making more friends, or just living a healthier and happier life, the first step is to have something in mind and then you can be ready to take your first step to make those dreams happen. BECAUSE TFIOS. naw but-->  ("the world is not a wish-granting factory"-John Greene) hahaa just keep in mind that YOU have to be the one to take action. :) Anyday now. Would. Be. A. GOOD. Time. to. sTArt. cx 

all the love xx

FIRST POST wweraoajdfjladf

First Blog Post Ever! Yayy <3 

Every thing has been so busy lately and school has just started for a week and I'm so done with it already. Am I 'so relatable' yet? HAAHAH But, anyhowww I don't know why I decided to start this blog but someday I just woke up inspired to lead on a healthy and happy life with a fresh start and I hope to accomplish that with this blog lol am I even making any sense at all? But who am I kidding, this is all in my brain. #wordvomit #ontonothing That's it for now guys! Gonna get on to my econ homework and study for that test I'm failing tomorrow. oops I mean taking. Buurryezzzz xx